... or maybe stressing, stewing, wishing, and being a little depressed.
What could be the problem?
The problem is one of my favorite things, stay at home mom crafty/design blogs.
I love to look at them every day. I love to see what cool new crafty thing they have created or what piece of junk they found and turned into something fantastic.
I am addicted.
They inspire me and depress me.
They inspire me to do something, to create something, to imagine what could be.
Then I get up from the computer and look around at all of the house work that needs to be done before I can do any of the fun creative stuff that they do and in drops the depression.
I try to tell my self that they are different people than me and that I can only do what I can do. I try to put my priorities in order which usually puts me at the bottom of the list.
wow, things got away from me up there.
Any way, I've been thinking... and I've decided that the reason that I am not like those ladies comes down to three choices.
A.) These moms are sneaking their kids ADD meds to get enough energy to be super ladies.
B.) I have some issues, mental, that keeps me from accomplishing the easy things.
C.) These bloggers are amazing and I suck.
I started out this post set on A being true. That made me feel better.
But, now I'm thinking that B and C might be the right answers.
That does not make me feel better.
The other day I sat down and made a list of all of the projects that I have sitting around my house waiting for me to get to. I started writing in a spiral note book one project on each line. I quit writing when I got a 4th of the way down the second page. I don't need that list hanging over my head. I am already my own worst enemy.
I wonder where I can get my hands on some Ritalin ?
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